Its not going to be just Jakey anymore

A couple days ago I was playing with Jacob in his room. He was saying and doing the cutest things and melting my heart as usual. All of a sudden a wave of emotion just hit me and I was crying. I probably scared the poor kid to death but I could not help it. It hit me that it was no longer just going to be me and him. There is going to be a new baby in the picture and in a way it scares me. It scares me because I am afraid Jacob will feel neglected and even more lonely than he already does sometimes as an only child. I just adore my Jacob and I truly am going to miss my Always Mommy-Jacob time. Things are about to change forever again and I do not know what to expect! I know I will love this little girl just as much but right now its still hard to believe. I know one thing for sure, he is going to be a wonderful brother once he gets used to having her around. And I am excited for him to have siblings to play and grow up with.

She's Coming!

A few baby shower pictures.

These pictures were taken a month ago so I am quite a bit bigger now!
My friend Tonya who threw me my baby shower.

Only 21 days until my due date and only 17 days until my scheduled C-section!! I am kind of hoping she comes early and then I will attempt to do a normal delivery. From what everyone keeps telling me though, it might be more safe for the baby to just go with the C-section, especially if you have already had one. Anyone else have an opinion about this? I would love to hear your story!